ForgedSignatures

Hey ya

What the fuck is a perspective poem? Maybe its just writers block, but I can't think straight or get a clear grasp on what I should be writing

piss me off.

My mom believes that all the bad shit in my life has to do with the fact that I don't believe in a fucking god. YOU CAN GO FUCK JESUS. I am so fucking fed up with bullshit. I don't believe in God. I don't believe in anything, it is a decision I made based on what I know, how I think and because I am comfortable with it. So, I ask RESPECT THAT.

Religion is the largest and most popular way of coping. Your loved one dies, turn to Jesus (Trust me, I did it when I was younger so I know.) You fail your math test, turn to Allah. Your pet dies, you get sick, your car runs out of gas. Pray! Repent!

Instead of, oh people die? It's a natural, every-day occurring event? No shit. I didn't study for my test therefore I failed? I didn't feed my pet so it's now dead? I didn't wash my hands so now I'm sick?

This is what I don't get. You will blame god for these types of things when there is almost always an obvious reason for why it happened. Then god is praised for when you get a 105 on a test (This happened to me..) I told my mom I got a 105, and you know what the fuck she said? PRAISE GOD. AS IF HE FUCKING STUDIED HIS FUCKING CUNT OFF. FUCK YOU JESUS,

SERIOUSLY. I am not disrespectful until I am disrespected. This isn't a personal attack to anyone who chooses to believe in whoever, but I can't stand when beliefs are pushed upon me. Do I try to force you to become an atheist? No. I mind my own fucking business.

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I move out in about 5 months, and I know summer will go terribly fast, but I'm kind of okay with that. I just want to get out of here. I want my brother back from Kuwait for good. I want to be out and away from my parents. I don't want to have to deal with them every fucking day or even every week. I will be home for only Thanksgiving and Christmas and that's because I have to.

I'm tired. Life shouldn't be so stressful and annoying and so hopeless.

I must tell everyone about my intense lesbian dream. I was at a party, and I was walking with Jennifer Lawrence and we were holding hands. In the next clip, which was the best few seconds before waking up, I was sitting at a table with a group of guys and I was very drunk when Jennifer came up and kissed me. It was wonderful.

Fin.